Violent Withdrawal

Well I made it more than 24 hours without a cigarette. I haven’t done that since the first time I inhaled a cigarette over 10 years ago. Today’s withdraws were violent and horrible. There was a point I was rolling naked on the floor, and screaming into the carpet. I also began chewing on my own arm, and randomly twitching, cussing, and screaming. . . just wandering around my place. I’ve been having violent lashes. Also, I’m unable to feel ‘hunger’ or ‘thirst’. . . every human desire has been replaced with ‘withdrawal’. . . but I’m trying to keep my body fed and hydrated as best as I can manage. I did have a small brush with tobacco, but in all honesty. . . it was not pleasurable. I think at this point. . . it’ll be easier for me to continue quitting. . . than to jump back into the ‘smoker’ lifestyle. . . one day at a time I suppose. . . one day at a time. . .

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